[Alexis P]

Hi. Just for fun...sort of. Maybe some of you will participate. Maybe I'll look like an idiot for sharing this. Oh well.

I have devoured transgender fiction for many years now. It's been the main "fetish" in my life, if you can call it that. Actually, in the absence of any sort of real transition, it has been the primary way I've consummated my desires around breast growth and a more general transition to the fairer sex. Well, that and straight-up trans porn.

The fantasies have been strong as a result of the many stories I've read. And of course, in the spirit of fantasies, I've dwelled on many that have really resonated with me. In my dreams, as in so many TG stories, body and mental changes take place, often against my will or with no way to stop them. In some fantasies, people consume a liquid or take a pill and things start happening. This, for me, is how it happens; I start to change and there's nothing I can do about it. So I figured I'd share the list of things I'd like most to happen and I hope you'll share yours. Keep in mind the fact that they can be realistic, such as bigger boobs, pure fantasy, such as sprouting a tail or your voice changing, or sci-fi, such as taking a drug that turns your penis into a vagina. They can also include mind control or similar, such as being hypnotized into becoming a sissy...or believing you're a woman, becoming attracted to men, regressing to the age of a little girl, etc.

My short list:

1. My waist becomes thin and my butt and thighs very feminine. Male clothes no longer fit me. (This is fun, because it's something I can/try to hide, but it's a challenge...and I'm forced to buy women's jeans, for example)
   
2. My breasts begin to lactate. The get engorged and painful if I don't pump them or have my girlfriend empty them by nursing on them. Of course, the result of the draining is orgasmic.
   
3. All of the hair falls out of my body, except for my head/crotch. My scalp hair grows out at an alarming rate and becomes full, with no trace of male pattern growth. Maybe it even turns blonde!
   
4. The obvious: I become completely transformed, either by exposure to some sort of drug, a virus or maybe a magic spell. In the perfect version of this fantasy, many other men experience the same thing, so it's no big deal.
   

I'd love to hear about yours. Maybe it will help me to think I'm not crazy.

This is quite an interesting post, i like it! 
I have to admit i agree with most you have said here Nipply, everything has started just as a fetish, but i slowly am understanding there is a world behind it and started wondering if it doesn't mean something more than just a fetish. Still is a major turn on though!
Agree with all 4 points   , lactation included even if not related to children as i don't feel like it. Feeding the partner seems funny and sexy tho!

For a moment i thought this was a thread about NBE side effects we had for real ahahah. But i see these are regarding fantasies.
I'd say a really pleasurable one would be meeting a girlfriend i really feel connected to, and at some point for fun or curiosity points out this thing of transformation, either by spells, potions or pills.
Seeing myself growing big, round, sensitive, and soft boobs while she caress them, then my hair getting better looking and waist getting smaller. No body hair anymore and just a soft wonderful skin to enjoy all the caresses. Hips getting huge and thights very round as well. Becoming a sweet cutie girl in front of my girlfriend while she teases me and gets super excited. Some petting or sex would be cool too. And regarding the penis, it is already small, so having it turned into a vag would be nice. Especially if leaving the top bed role to my girlfriend, taking care of her smol pretty new girlfriend. Pretty lesbian but super appealing to me ahahah. Keeping the penis would be cool too, as long as we have fun. Would be cool with a male partner too. Am slowly leaving more space to my bisexual side i was afraid to accept