[Owllee]

Thanks Drew! I have been struggling with some issues and avoiding the internet as much as possible.

But I feel better these days. It's complicated as all human endeavors are.

I seem to be resisting these changes less all the time....as they say...life is hard until you weaken! (OK...i got that from an old English movie...This Sporting Life..which I reccommend).

You have always been very supportive which I very much appreciate. Veilen Dank!

I have mentioned being abandoned as an infant...this is my main issue...but I am OK with it more and more...or so I think.

I plan on being around more frequently....I need to know what works and what doesn't....I also miss seeing people succeding and being happy... I plan on eventually switching back to PM but maybe not for a  year at least.

Best,
Owlie