I do think I should explain myself and why I'm here.
I grew up in a disfunctional family, was the youngest of 4 and mum desperately wanted another daughter so I became her. I grew up female and even though I knew I had a willy I was a girl and that was absolutely normal for me. Then teenage puberty hit in and went on a rebellion and chose to do things and make choices that broke mums heart. But I was good at being ....not nice. Sorry don't know how to explain myself without compromise.
Anyway, that's me, I was from birth a girl and treated as one until I wasnt. I even had to be examined at the airport in the late 60s as my passport said male but I was in a skirt and very long hair and quite pretty then, cried so much at being examined, well had a tantrum so huge the flight was delayed as i ran and it took them a while to find me. Alright this was a military flight from a military base, RAF Brize Norton so they didn't have cameras and surveillance to find where a little girl could possibly hide. Very small people can hide in absurdy small places, no am not a dwarf just a bit small-ish. Mum has a lot to answer for.
But that's Drew, grew up female but rebelled when puberty hit in and did everything I possibly could to be alpha and extreme military to upset mum as much as I could and did. But! IDK glad to have found this site the support and gold mine of information I wish we would have had Internet and understanding of gender much earlier then I would have never had to become male. We could have blocked T before puberty but who knew that was possible then.
I grew up in a disfunctional family, was the youngest of 4 and mum desperately wanted another daughter so I became her. I grew up female and even though I knew I had a willy I was a girl and that was absolutely normal for me. Then teenage puberty hit in and went on a rebellion and chose to do things and make choices that broke mums heart. But I was good at being ....not nice. Sorry don't know how to explain myself without compromise.
Anyway, that's me, I was from birth a girl and treated as one until I wasnt. I even had to be examined at the airport in the late 60s as my passport said male but I was in a skirt and very long hair and quite pretty then, cried so much at being examined, well had a tantrum so huge the flight was delayed as i ran and it took them a while to find me. Alright this was a military flight from a military base, RAF Brize Norton so they didn't have cameras and surveillance to find where a little girl could possibly hide. Very small people can hide in absurdy small places, no am not a dwarf just a bit small-ish. Mum has a lot to answer for.
But that's Drew, grew up female but rebelled when puberty hit in and did everything I possibly could to be alpha and extreme military to upset mum as much as I could and did. But! IDK glad to have found this site the support and gold mine of information I wish we would have had Internet and understanding of gender much earlier then I would have never had to become male. We could have blocked T before puberty but who knew that was possible then.