I’m a 28 yo guy who sees himself as a bit more gender fluid, but much more masculine leaning. I like dressing masculine and presenting masculine, but I like being more feminine in my conversations and mannerisms sometimes.
I did exploring this past Spring and bought PM. I took it for a week, and I had noticeable changes in my chest and stopped. Problem was, I did like how it felt outside of my breasts getting bigger (I had small buds from puberty).
What I liked most was how my penis felt. It was smaller and responding to any vibration. So after a week, I tried rubbing it in to my dick (like 50mg or so, not extract) and I had an amazing orgasm. But it made my breasts swell and my body odor change for a while.
I want to do it again, and it’s been 6 months. It took forever for my chest to go back down. I wouldn’t mind my chest rounding out, just not protruding more. So, what I guess I’m asking is is there a way I can use PM like I did, kind of sexually, but sparringly to not feminize too much and still get my kinks off, and how should I do that?