Wuff, alright, this is gonna be another big ramble to try to rationalize my thoughts more than an update.
I've been very, very happy recently. From body image to my overall mood, I feel great right now. I admit, I'm a bit conflicted with thinking about things to try going forward, I am for, probably the first time in my life, very happy with my body. I still want to push farther, and I'm still looking to, but at the moment, I'm on this routine I have to let play out.
I've moved to 4mg as I realized I had enough estrogen to make it until new years doing so, brings me up to standard dosage, and I'm deeply tempted by noogleberry at the moment. My current knowledge of it seems to imply that I can use it at any point in transitioning? MeganJ seemed to have great results 3-4 years into HRT. But I've also never had as much free time in my life as I've had now, and I feel now would be the best time to get into noogling. I'm just trying to look through accessories, get a plan, and figure it all out. The airlock seems required, the XXL cups also seem required for my size, and the pressure gauge too, have to figure out how to get it here in secret and hide it as well... but I'm very tempted. If it can add a cup or two and help with growth from the estrogens... I want it.
Progesterone is still on the mind, but I'm planning on trying doing that in around 8 months time.
Just another ramble today, nothing has changed yet.
Welp, take that back, was going to send this, but decided to try a measurement just for kicks and giggles... and my chest is 44 inches today ? ? !? ? ?! I did massage a lot this morning, but a whole extra inch??? I put a bra on real quick just to see if I was insane or not, there isn't any volume increase, my D cup bra still fits just fine, and after I took it off it reset to 43... for a bit, before projecting back out to 44. Either from the massaging or me just changing my dosage up again, I got an inch of puffy projection that hasn't been there been there before. I've measured after massaging before... but this still might be part of massage swelling... but still... either way, it's crazy to see how responsive the chest is to stimuli.
That settles it, I need a noogle.