Thanks for the feedback, those have been some of the things I've been thinking about/trying to figure out where I stand on it.
Work is a stable work from home job (household just very tight due to pandemic), with little to no in person interactions; my boss is very caring and accepting in general so I don't feel there would be any issues. Family I feel would be accepting, but haven't discussed anything, part of it is I am still trying to figure out what I want. Male functionality to be honest wouldn't be much of a loss.
What I want for the future/goals is what I'm trying to figure out. Its been a fantasy/dream for me to have my own pair of real breasts since I was a young teenager. Talking about it here I hoping to be part of the process to organize the thoughts I've had on the idea for a long time and help me sort out my thoughts/self-reflection on what I want. I'm not concerned much about a timeline and want to take things slow to discover what I really want.
I do want to have my own pair of breasts. I have a fairly lean body (6ft, 140lb) with little muscle. I've had some mass on my chest since late teenage years that I'm not entirely sure how to define. I did try to measure it the other day but the closest I had was a tape measure that didn't work that well. When I first discovered this site a couple days ago, I first discovered the sister site and it took a while of looking on there before I found the genetic male version. I was curious so I have been trying out the massages and they feel nice to do (I do realize that they will do very little/probably nothing for growth without anything else added).
My goal is to start growing (or at least try to) my chest why I learn/explore about the possibilities. As I have been researching I haven't been able to find much for a at home/DIY for lack of a better phase as a way to test the waters and see if that would help me figure out what I am looking for.
Hoping this makes sense, not the easiest to put my thought to words.