13-12-2021, 07:15 PM
(13-12-2021, 05:02 PM)Nipply Russel Wrote: You sound like me. Exactly like me. I'm not trying to put any labels on you, but watching porn and wishing you were the woman? Many call that gender dysphoria. Thinking about/wishing you could be a woman all the time? Gender dysphoria. Feeling like you're making a mistake and it's all wrong immediately after orgasm? That's because the dysphoria goes away for a few minutes because of the feel-good chemicals your body has released ("euphoria"). I could go on.
This might help:
https://genderdysphoria.fyi/en/am-i-trans
https://genderdysphoria.fyi/en/impostor-syndrome
Love,
Morpheus
OMG!, you just oppened Pandora's box with those links!. I felt so identified with much of what was written!. For so long I've sort of been waiting for "someone" to "certify" me 100% trans. I mean, there is a lot to unpack; right now my gender euphoria is to tied to sex, that it's no wonder it's taken me so long to realize "it's not just a kink".
There's a lot to read on that site, so I'll take it easy - or at least try 
" alt="" title=""> - I could write much more about what/how I've felt so far,but right now it feels like a firehose, so I probably wouldn't write anything remotely coherent. In the mean time I will continue with the program and see where it leads. Thank you so much Nipply!!