Why do i desire to have breasts? i'm 31, single (no children) a very religious family, and for more than half of my live I've been struggling with the burning desire to have breasts and in general a feminine body, i'm ashamed of my desire and i try to keep it buried down deep inside. I know that my fear are the result of internalized transphobia, which prevent me to even searching professional help. I've tried pm several times, got some very minimal results, got scared and got rid of the pills, every time .
Excuse me for venting, but i have no one to talk about this need/feel I've been struggling with
I know there is no answer on "Why" since human mind and soul comes in all shape and size, and since we get only one life (at least in occidental belief) we should follow our desire