[Billie]

59 and have always known I would have made a much better wife and mother than husband and father but the die was cast when i married and had a child, now i sit absolutely miserable and feeling as though i have wasted my entire life.  When i told my wife i like guys she actually thought it was just that i didnt care where my willy got wet as long as it did. When i told her i was actually a submissive her jaw hit the ground and now all i hear is that i lied to her and she blames herself saying that she is not enough or i wouldnt like guys,        The truth is if i had it all to do over again i would have transitioned in my teens ... I have started Bovine ovary and as soon as i am relatively certain i have beat back most of the T in my body will move on to PM and Dandelion root and maybe some other things ....

I am sick and tired of not being who and what I am

A bi woman with pieces that dont belong and missing pieces and parts inside and out that dont belong

My name is now Billie. I feel some dysphoria below my chest. I want a smaller torso a larger chest and a larger butt.