(01-01-2023, 10:21 PM)wInzIg316 Wrote: I feel unambiguously male, but male with an appendage of female breasts. Most of the time I don’t think about them, am unconscious of them, feel very much male—only during my nipple orgasm sessions, as I caress and squeeze my breasts, glorying in their size, do I experience the female elements in my psyche, and I love these moments. It’s a journey into a different world of emotion and erotic feeling, a brief excursion out of my male identity from which I return refreshed and renewed.
The one paragraph you wrote above, really hit home, as it describes me almost perfectly.
I also discovered early in life that my nipples were a great source of pleasure, and also orgasm just from nipple play. In recent years it has evolved into long nipple play / pumping sessions which end in full body orgasms lasting for several minutes. I already had some breast growth before I got here, I assume from all the extreme nipple play over the years.
Since discovering this site and taking various herbs and full breast pumping, they have only got larger and more sensitive. I am now starting to relish the fact that I have breasts, wishing they were even larger. I live my day to day life 100% male and have no desire to change that, but feel my desire to grow my chest is a part of me now.