[Alfie]

I have been lurking around for some time, but I decided I did not want to do this completely on my own.

I’m a 55 year old male. Or…In fact I am not so sure what I am. Sometimes I think of myself as bigender or two-spirit. To my wife I often say I am 70% male and 30 % female. The only things I am sure of however are that I am born male, like my under parts, dress often partly ‘female’ (underwear and tops and trousers that I combine with ‘male’ attire) and that I love  to have breasts. 

I started taking PM about 9 months ago and was growing to a large A, almost B cup. The things I take (took):

• 1-4 pills 500 mg PM (dose mimicking monthly cycle€
  
• PM soap applied to breasts and bottom
  
• Soy milk
  
• Soy protein
  
• Dill (for progesteron, for 10 day on cycle)
  

I am now on holliday and didn’t dear to take the PM with me on the plane. I see  a terrible reduction in size now. I don’t know what to do, on the one hand I miss the weight and sight of my breast, but on the other hand, I was not planning to take PM all my life. 

Any ideas?