[PleasantlyFascinated]

I would say that your concerns are very valid ones.  I have discovered that my desire for the feminine can express in different very complex ways.  I have found that it is best to give my psyche time and latitude to come into expression, rather then impose awkward physical changes upon my body that could possibly not be in line with what I learn about myself.  My own desire to be physically feminine as an antidote to frustrated desire for feminine physicality is something at odds with the maleness my body was born to perform.  Health is a key underpinning to happiness, hormonal balance is a key to health, and psychological integration is both a result and cause.