[Zhuzhu]

my sexual orientation is that I am a lesbian transsexual and I am proud to be a lesbian

I have no interest in women whatsoever anymore. But finding a guy who is not interested in my male genitalia and doesn't pester me to things I don't want to isn't easy. Thought I found one last week online but not sure. So far just sending each other videos we make for each other. Supposed to have our first encounter on Friday, asked me if I jnow a place where we can be undisturbed.

I came up with the idea of a nearby camping ground, will buy a tent, make a soft bed and wait for him.

Answer, no there will be lots of people there. Told him we don't have to invite everybody inside to watch.

Answer, no I want us to be all on our own with no people nearby to disdurb us.

I'm desperate now, its been over a year, I will do almost anything but am I just over careful or right for sensing danger?

EDIT: sorry stupid question

May be harmless but am right ro be suspicious

I get how you feel and understand.  I think I am bi but was mostly hedro before and just fantacized about receiving intercourse from a man.  I don't think I'll ever find a male partner to be honest.  I think gender disphora and trust is my main issue.  But to be honest, being a total introvert, hurts this too.  

It's nice to be able to talk about this here.  I don't think anyone in my life really knows and that's fine, I am generally pretty happy.