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Thank you, I like hearing from you and your perspectives on BO. Like I said in my last post I was on it a month and the changes seemed to halt and my body started reverting back after a couple of weeks, but I have no doubt that the aromatase stays permanent after a certain amount of time, but every time I take it I seem to revert and changes completely stop. I’ve still never gotten to the point of feeling different emotionally or mentally but the physical changes are so strong I have no doubt that they would eventually come on. But like I said my strong erections have returned and my ejaculate is thick so my body is obviously back to absorbing testosterone the way it should be. I’m also unquestionably male when you look at me. BO hasn’t changed my appearance at least above the waist much. Now maybe some small amount of aromatase keeps happening and never stops even on being on BO for a small amount of time but it’s extremely unnoticeable in my case anyways.

Since making this post I haven’t actually started BO back like I said. My bottles have arrived. I ended throwing my last bottles out when I had my meltdown. But I’m afraid to take them because I feel like I’m acting like a drug addict. So it’s funny you bring up addiction because that’s what I feel like is going on. I take BO feel euphoric for awhile then feel miserable and stop taking it and almost feel a craving for it again, rinse repeat. I’m also going less and less time between cravings.  The question I’m trying to ask myself before I start again is it addicting for me because I’m supposed to be female in some cellular level that’s why my body responds so well to it. Or is BO truly chemically addicting, and that scares me!