Yesterday, I received my 1st haircut in 18 months then took flashy pictures because I wanted to show it off.

I went through a dysphoria meltdown, I can't stop seeing the man in me. The discrepancy between what I see and how people perceive me is so big. It makes me so insecure. I'm working on it.

In spite of this, I do think the new one surpasses my FaceApp picture from last June. I'm taking it off completely.

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