[insfca]

Hi everyone, I wanted to introduce myself and the program I've settled on and get the community's feedback.

I came to NBE in the last week or so when I noticed there were some people following the natural route on reddit in the trans timelines. Someone suggested that an NBE poster should be posting on Breast Nexum rather than there because I guess there's some rule you have to be on HRT to post progress pics. It's loosely enforced apparently.

Anyway, I immediately hopped over to this site and have spent many hours reading. Honestly, I'm in my 50s and had never heard of NBE before.

I'm not transgender. I'm just gay with a boob fetish if that makes sense. I love nipples and am attracted to non-binary, no op transfemmes (and other types as well). My own nipples are also a major erogenous zone. I've never considered getting on HRT but I have used silicone cups to enlarge my nipples and boobs generally. So, I already have boobs, sort of.

I really would like to have boobs that are less moobish and more actual breast tissue. I'd like an A cup that's small enough to be concealed under a t shirt but which have some weight that I can feel moving as I go about my day. So to that end, I started the following 3 days ago.

FG 500mg 3 times a day and increasing over the next week or so until I'm at a max 3000mg a day
For now, LC and SP on alternating days at 450 mg for the former and 900mg for the latter
WP 500mg twice a day when it arrives from Amazon, replacing LC and SP
FG tea every evening for 15 days (until I run out)

I plan to do this routine for 60 days followed by PM and RR for another 30 days.

PM Ainterol 500mg twice a day slowly increasing until I reach 2000mg a day
RR 500mg twice a day
PM Ainterol topical cream twice a day, possibly continuing longer than 30 days until it runs out

Then, I plan to reassess and possibly take a break. I'm hoping to bud during this period and get through it entirely. I know some have budded and freaked and stopped but returned. I'd like to just finish the process. If it begins to happen towards the end, then I might continue a little longer before taking a break. If it doesn't happen at all, I'll take the break and try again after some major work obligations are done, probably towards the end of the year.

I feel pretty confident about what I'm doing. I don't think I'll suddenly lose my nerve. My motives are to enhance my sex life and fulfill a fantasy I've had since childhood of having boobs. How I ended up gay and not straight with this orientation towards a distinctly female body part, I don't know.

It wasn't until the last 10 years that a lot of younger gay men have started to identify in almost as many ways as there are young people. All variations in orientation and now, fairly easy access to gender affirming care has created space for an old guy like me to discover a brand new sex life and way of experiencing my body.

My questions for the group:

Do you think this routine is enough to reach the budding stage over this timeline of 90 days? How long does it usually take?
What cup size should I aim for to be able to conceal my breasts with just a little extra padding and yet feel them moving?

Thanks so much for existing and providing a place to pursue this interest.

-insfca