18-06-2023, 02:09 PM
Hi, thank you for your very detailed summary of your plan and progress.
I have been using PM and herbs and Estrogen for over 5 years with mixed results.
The biggest change for me was internal, So much happens it is hard to know where to start.
If you are gay now your changes may be different than mine because I have been in relationships with women since high school and I am now in my 60s. However, in the last couple years my brain has made some surprising shifts and I fantasize more about being a woman with a man than a man with a woman...but maybe this was alwasy true and I was just not admitting it.
ANyway, during my 2 years on PM and FG I gained about 50lbs. I developed a small hard disk shaped thing behind my right nipple. My face became much more androgenous and I was already considered "cute" (shudder) by many people. (I was once described as the most "feminine alpha male" this particular person had ever met...I kind of liked that at the time). My breasts grew a couple inches but since I gained all that weight they never seemed like breasts...they did look good hoisted up a bit. I became very easy going in a difficult work environment which made it easier to coop with lunatics.
I also became almost completely impotent. This was not enjoyable.
I switched to a moderate dose of estrogen when I decided to sort of transition. I immeditatly had problems with inflammation specifically in my gums and hands. I could barely tolerate strong smells or foods and lost over 80lbs. My breasts vanished. I had strange sensations of being watched and the world in general became threatening and full of agency I did not understand. I could not play music or write which was awful as I am a guitarist and aspiring author.
So I went to a low dose and things are much better now. I gained 15lbs but eating is still a struggle. MY breasts began to grow...my libido came back but in an altered way. I write music again and compose long erotic stories about women I want to be...which has been a whole new experience that may be worth the price by itself.
But the inflammation recently came back and I cant stand it. I am switching to FG and pumping which I like.
Which brings me to pumping. I think this is the best option for many people. I have only been doing it for a month but the results are obviious. I now thing this with some sort of weight gain program may be all people need. It would be much nicer and much much safer than drugs within poorly studied side effects or even PM with its known muscle cramping side effects...but it may just be me.
I wish you all the best on your journies.
Owlie
I have been using PM and herbs and Estrogen for over 5 years with mixed results.
The biggest change for me was internal, So much happens it is hard to know where to start.
If you are gay now your changes may be different than mine because I have been in relationships with women since high school and I am now in my 60s. However, in the last couple years my brain has made some surprising shifts and I fantasize more about being a woman with a man than a man with a woman...but maybe this was alwasy true and I was just not admitting it.
ANyway, during my 2 years on PM and FG I gained about 50lbs. I developed a small hard disk shaped thing behind my right nipple. My face became much more androgenous and I was already considered "cute" (shudder) by many people. (I was once described as the most "feminine alpha male" this particular person had ever met...I kind of liked that at the time). My breasts grew a couple inches but since I gained all that weight they never seemed like breasts...they did look good hoisted up a bit. I became very easy going in a difficult work environment which made it easier to coop with lunatics.
I also became almost completely impotent. This was not enjoyable.
I switched to a moderate dose of estrogen when I decided to sort of transition. I immeditatly had problems with inflammation specifically in my gums and hands. I could barely tolerate strong smells or foods and lost over 80lbs. My breasts vanished. I had strange sensations of being watched and the world in general became threatening and full of agency I did not understand. I could not play music or write which was awful as I am a guitarist and aspiring author.
So I went to a low dose and things are much better now. I gained 15lbs but eating is still a struggle. MY breasts began to grow...my libido came back but in an altered way. I write music again and compose long erotic stories about women I want to be...which has been a whole new experience that may be worth the price by itself.
But the inflammation recently came back and I cant stand it. I am switching to FG and pumping which I like.
Which brings me to pumping. I think this is the best option for many people. I have only been doing it for a month but the results are obviious. I now thing this with some sort of weight gain program may be all people need. It would be much nicer and much much safer than drugs within poorly studied side effects or even PM with its known muscle cramping side effects...but it may just be me.
I wish you all the best on your journies.
Owlie