[cravenbreast]

I feel unambiguously male, but male with an appendage of female breasts. Most of the time I don’t think about them, am unconscious of them, feel very much male—only during my nipple orgasm sessions, as I caress and squeeze my breasts, glorying in their size, do I experience the female elements in my psyche, and I love these moments. It’s a journey into a different world of emotion and erotic feeling, a brief excursion out of my male identity from which I return refreshed and renewed. 
 

The one paragraph you wrote above, really hit home, as it describes me almost perfectly.

I also discovered early in life that my nipples were a great source of pleasure, and also orgasm just from nipple play.  In recent years it has evolved into long nipple play / pumping sessions which end in full body orgasms lasting for several minutes.  I already had some breast growth before I got here,  I assume from all the extreme nipple play over the years.   

Since discovering this site and taking various herbs and full breast pumping, they have only got larger and more sensitive. I am now starting to relish the fact that I have breasts, wishing they were even larger. I live my day to day life 100% male and have no desire to change that, but feel my desire to grow my chest is a part of me now.

These two parts are what I absolutely identify with!


I'm new here so hopefully it's okay to add my thoughts here as it incredibly expressed what I've been trying coherently explain but failed.


But like others it started with nipple play and then it became an extreme growth exercise for years! This was even before I knew how to pursue developing breasts I had no idea what to was even calling in the back of my mind. The desire to grow my nipples led to the desire to lactate. Which brought that tiny thought behind my nipple fetish to seeking out like minded me in the saline community. Which led to me performing saline infusions on my chest. I saw myself finally. I saw the comfort, the erotic and liberating feeling of finally seeing a version of myself that I guess I always desired. And finally this brought me to considering a permanent change to my body. I didn't want to spend my life living through those temporary tasks of just pumping nipples or only performing an Infusion to be content with the image of myself which made me happy.