We're all rooting for your survival, Lotus. If worse comes to worst we'll try to get on without you here, but it's hard when you're the boiler of this forum: even if we don't see you that often you keep this whole place alive and cozy. I don't know if this server could crowdfund 20K but I think many of us can't bear not to try to help.

Thanks for the very useful info, and know that we all love you , now get busy living <3

-Aria