05-08-2023, 07:33 PM
Yes I have to agree with everything that everyone has said. With my experience with male hormones aka test and other steroids, it's a risk vs benefit ratio. Are the risks and side affects worth the Benefit. Like everyone else said it's all or nothing and I'd have to agree. For me even trying to use male hormones in a smart way, lowest doses to achieve what you want, on and off cycling. Post cycle therapies, off cycle therapies, having the right multi vitamins and proteins etc in your system to all help with the potential of reaching said goal, is a long term and all in deal. For me I have experienced over the years thinning and receding hair (prob genetically pre disposed to it but I'm sure it speed up the process) skin issues not bad, puffy nipples but I'd have to say not full on gyno, increased libido, etc. The list goes on. And again for me these were all mild forms of it which allowed me to say for myself the benefit out weighs the risks etc.
Anyways I really do appreciate all the knowledge and advice shared. I will try the massage and direct stimulation for now.
On a side note diving a bit deeper into my psyc, I have always loved the female form. Much more visually pleasing and aesthetic than a man's body in my opinion. And I've always loved fitness and bodybuilding. I would say my ideal body is that of a female fitness athlete or bodybuilder (not the super big girls) but the step down in physique (for those that follow the sport). I have always felt that again this is kind of getting a bit personal and not even sure when where how the stock process had developed over time but I had always felt that I would be much more comfortable in a woman's body than a man's. Now I know means do I hate my body at all I actually really love my body and what I was able to do and achieve with it I just wish it was the same but in female form if that makes sense. If I had no consequences or repercussions of any kind if I were able to go to sleep and wake up tomorrow in a female's body I think I would have absolutely no issues with it whatsoever. And even my wife says to me that she wish she has my legs and ass certain parts of my body are already at that point of being or looking like that of an athletic females physique I just have a penis attached to it and obviously the upper body is way more masculine than my lower body besides obviously having a penis.
So I guess even though I really haven't thought about it too much or did too much research into it if I ever did figure out and decide that I want to start a transition of any kind my goal would to still be to maintain as much muscle as I can while becoming more feminine since for me and what I think I would like is that of a female athletic body. The only person that I've come across in my research is a woman named Janae Marie Kroc, who used to be a man who held world power lifting records and I believe he was a bodybuilder and a former US Marine as well he transitioned while he was still on male hormones and I've been watching a lot of his or I should say her videos on her experience and what she had to do to start seeing the results she wanted but she came to the dilemma of wanting to keep that muscle and strength that was so much a part of her and him all their life and that's an aspect that doesn't necessarily change when you transition I believe since it's been a part of you your entire life it's what you like to do like if I were a marathon runner and I decided to transition and become a woman I would still probably want to run marathons you know what I mean so in the same difference you know working out going to the gym staying fit bodybuilding whatever that's still much of a part of me as it would whether or not I was a man or female but it was very interesting I don't know if any of you had followed her or seeing anything she has done but she was a very big guy muscular and transitioned into a woman and I know she went to speak on how it was a very big for lack of a better word or phrase a very big mind f*** when she had to make the choice between giving up the body and physique she had worked so hard for as a man to try and achieve and work for the body she wants as a woman and have some kind of balance between the two.
But anyways this kind of turned into a longer rant than I wanted I guess if you have a chance and you're interested look up her up on either Instagram or YouTube again her name is Janae Mare Krok
Anyways I really do appreciate all the knowledge and advice shared. I will try the massage and direct stimulation for now.
On a side note diving a bit deeper into my psyc, I have always loved the female form. Much more visually pleasing and aesthetic than a man's body in my opinion. And I've always loved fitness and bodybuilding. I would say my ideal body is that of a female fitness athlete or bodybuilder (not the super big girls) but the step down in physique (for those that follow the sport). I have always felt that again this is kind of getting a bit personal and not even sure when where how the stock process had developed over time but I had always felt that I would be much more comfortable in a woman's body than a man's. Now I know means do I hate my body at all I actually really love my body and what I was able to do and achieve with it I just wish it was the same but in female form if that makes sense. If I had no consequences or repercussions of any kind if I were able to go to sleep and wake up tomorrow in a female's body I think I would have absolutely no issues with it whatsoever. And even my wife says to me that she wish she has my legs and ass certain parts of my body are already at that point of being or looking like that of an athletic females physique I just have a penis attached to it and obviously the upper body is way more masculine than my lower body besides obviously having a penis.
So I guess even though I really haven't thought about it too much or did too much research into it if I ever did figure out and decide that I want to start a transition of any kind my goal would to still be to maintain as much muscle as I can while becoming more feminine since for me and what I think I would like is that of a female athletic body. The only person that I've come across in my research is a woman named Janae Marie Kroc, who used to be a man who held world power lifting records and I believe he was a bodybuilder and a former US Marine as well he transitioned while he was still on male hormones and I've been watching a lot of his or I should say her videos on her experience and what she had to do to start seeing the results she wanted but she came to the dilemma of wanting to keep that muscle and strength that was so much a part of her and him all their life and that's an aspect that doesn't necessarily change when you transition I believe since it's been a part of you your entire life it's what you like to do like if I were a marathon runner and I decided to transition and become a woman I would still probably want to run marathons you know what I mean so in the same difference you know working out going to the gym staying fit bodybuilding whatever that's still much of a part of me as it would whether or not I was a man or female but it was very interesting I don't know if any of you had followed her or seeing anything she has done but she was a very big guy muscular and transitioned into a woman and I know she went to speak on how it was a very big for lack of a better word or phrase a very big mind f*** when she had to make the choice between giving up the body and physique she had worked so hard for as a man to try and achieve and work for the body she wants as a woman and have some kind of balance between the two.
But anyways this kind of turned into a longer rant than I wanted I guess if you have a chance and you're interested look up her up on either Instagram or YouTube again her name is Janae Mare Krok