[Heaven's Night]

Congratulations Jessica. I know the struggle with height and over all size, I'm not as tall and big as you, but enough to stand out from the crowd by it, there are women in Finland who are both or either taller and heavier than I am so I'm not totally unique, but still it hurts and it does make things harder, passing is harder after certain point and I'm luckily just on the threashold of just a "big woman" but not considered a giant. But then again I know a lady who's absolutely huge, towering over everybody at 6'5" or so and she's very sturdy built, otherwise as normal as cis woman gets and very pretty, but people tend to remember her for her towering height and being over all just extremely big. She's very intimidating to a lot of men who are dwarfed by her.

So don't let your size bother you, do what is the right thing. Its not an easy spot especially for a trans woman but you got to rock what you got. What's ylur plan, keep going the NBE route for now or are you considering conventional HRT?

Anyway, congratz girl, its a rough spot to be, but also very rewarding.