08-08-2023, 11:29 AM
Sorry Didi, I neglected to address your question. Just NBE for now. I'm waiting to hear back from a therapist for an initial consultation. Then sessions with her or someone else if we're not a good match.
When I go through everything in my mind, my lifetime and intimacy struggles, shame, guilt - various childhood memories/interactions, it all seems to add up. But I still feel like I could just be mind-fucking myself. But at least I definitely realized that I need professional help with this. I've NEVER had any sort of counseling before, so accepting that alone is progress.
Oh yeah, I also have a Noogleberry system ordered, but it's still pending for a week+ due not having the Large Contoured Airlock domes in stock yet. I figured the contoured were the "best", but I think I read somewhere that they were not as comfortable? I did also order the silicon cup rings to aid comfort.
Jessica
When I go through everything in my mind, my lifetime and intimacy struggles, shame, guilt - various childhood memories/interactions, it all seems to add up. But I still feel like I could just be mind-fucking myself. But at least I definitely realized that I need professional help with this. I've NEVER had any sort of counseling before, so accepting that alone is progress.
Oh yeah, I also have a Noogleberry system ordered, but it's still pending for a week+ due not having the Large Contoured Airlock domes in stock yet. I figured the contoured were the "best", but I think I read somewhere that they were not as comfortable? I did also order the silicon cup rings to aid comfort.
Jessica