[Joel]

Hi there,

Newbie here, I need some help deciding if I should stay the course a lil longer or just quit now.  I am both excited and nervous.  

I am a heterosexual male, 54 yo, average weight, decently fit,  that would like to grow a small set of boobs for fun, nothing else.  And, honestly, I am more enticed by this being a "naughty pleasure."    I think I would be like to have little breasts for a while, then probably stop all supplements, and let them go away, not sure.  (I have a conservative wife that would not approve, no way!)

I saw on Amazon BreastMaxx Pills for both girls and guys, and I was uh, What?...  Wowsers! :-) ..  I was immediately captivated, and curious to try, and so I did such for a just a week now.  

For the past 3 days, my nippples have been engorged and sensitive.  And, now, I am starting to see a little darkening (like a little bruising) of the areolas, and I definitely feel some little lump or something behind the left nipple which makes me excited, but, also very anxious.  I can only assume its a start of "Budding."  Not sure, I don't know much about this process..... is it the same as a teenage girls in general?

My main concerns for continuing are: 

• I don't wanna get big dark areolas or big nipples that would tell my wife and the world that I've been doing "something wrong."  (So my response, if I ever got questioned, on my bigger boobs would be "That darned Male Gynecomastia!" :-)
  
• I am Way too embarassed to run this by my doctor, and, I don't wanna get caught by my doctor poking around and possibly feeling "girl stuff" in there, and asking a bunch of questions, which she probably won't every do.  
  

Questions,

• Is more pronounced, darker areolas/ bigger nipples always part of the package?
  
• Is it ok to just stop now? (  I feel like I planted a seed and it just started to grow.. I wonder about that little "growth thingy" just withering now, and then hanging out for years....  is that just silly?)
  
• Would it be ok to stop now, and possibly resume later?
  
• What is the point of no return, where any/all breast changes are permanent?
  
• Should I just quit now?
  

I obviously jumped in the deep end without fully understanding the waves in this adventure.   So, any help/ guidance / feedback is really appreciated.  

Thx! 
Joel

(PS I have dones some searches about safety with herbal treatments/ specific herbs on males, but, there is very little info that I could find.  Does anyone have concerns or thoughts in general?  .....perhaps breast cancer, or other, sorry to bring this up, but, this is kind of "playing with nature".)

(****PSS --> I am genuinely understanding of those of you who have much bigger issues, with real internal psychological conflicts, and here I am just a guy with a weird fetish asking for help, I get that.****)