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I’ve been back in BO for about a week and a half after about maybe 5 months off and I noticed the effects are coming on much quicker. So I’ve dabbled with BO for about 2 years now, and every time I restarted I thought maybe it started working sooner than it did the last time but I wasn’t really sure. Well this time I have no doubt it’s happening. After about a week and a half on BO this time I feel like I’ve been on it a month or more already. Last time I did it for a couple of months and it’s like I’m picking up right where I left off. My testicles have already shrunk back down. They used to not even start shrinking until a month in. My hips and entire pelvis are extremely sore along with all my muscles and my joints are clicking and popping especially my lower half. My breasts have puffed immediately back up to where they were when I quit BO.  

So I’m thinking when we do BO for awhile and quit our bodies keep getting better at processing it, or it is permanently changing us even when we quit and things seemingly go back to normal. It’s like every time I take BO there’s a switch that keeps getting easier to flip and when I quit it’s maybe getting harder to flip off. So I’m wondering if we can hit a point of not being able to flip that switch off anymore the longer we take BO.

I too am back on it after an extended break. I’ve written about this, but the longer one takes BO, the more dependent they become on it. Aromatase is located in fat cells, breast tissue, bones and the brain among others. I don’t know if it’s physical or mental, but the nagging wouldn’t subside.

For one who already is blocking androgens, I think 3 doses can “flip a switch” where others may need time to reduce their T levels before changes occur.

So, referring to JTS, it makes sense that the changes happened quicker than before. Those of us who have dabbled with BO, our aromatase levels are higher than others who have not. Hence, changes come on super fast.

I’m back on my full regiment and despite the fullness and soreness in my breasts, I feel at peace and in harmony between body and mind. Depending on what I wear, I look very feminine, even if the clothes aren’t very gender specific. 

Look, it takes a cis woman 10 years to mature with a full woman’s body. We can’t expect miracles in a matter of months.