18-10-2023, 03:16 PM
I should start off by saying that I'm in the early stages of transition and still see myself as male.
I believe NBE/estrogen has changed my sexual orientation. For many years I was a breast obsessed hetero and I remained that way after several years of on again/off again experimentation with NBE, but after 2 years of consistent estrogen use I find that the boundaries on what I find attractive have started to blur. 'Caring is sexy' that's a phrase that often gets repeated in my mind so that when my male (or maybe trans) dental hygienist was especially considerate I found myself feeling attracted to him. I've always been a sensitive soul and that side of me has been growing ever since I started this journey so in this regard I guess I'm more demisexual now. I want someone, anyone, who I can meet on the same emotional level.
But there's more than that going on...I'm also finding parts of the male body sexually attractive like the lower stomach/pelvis area and that's new. The idea of passionately kissing a guy is something I'm still getting my head around but I think it's possible though the type of men I'm attracted to are decidedly androgenous. I have trouble picturing myself with any muscular macho types.
Then again over the past year as I commit to transitioning I've become open to a relationship with another trans so I guess that makes me pansexual?
With all that said my actual experience has been 100% hetero but there have definitely been some interesting mental changes.
I believe NBE/estrogen has changed my sexual orientation. For many years I was a breast obsessed hetero and I remained that way after several years of on again/off again experimentation with NBE, but after 2 years of consistent estrogen use I find that the boundaries on what I find attractive have started to blur. 'Caring is sexy' that's a phrase that often gets repeated in my mind so that when my male (or maybe trans) dental hygienist was especially considerate I found myself feeling attracted to him. I've always been a sensitive soul and that side of me has been growing ever since I started this journey so in this regard I guess I'm more demisexual now. I want someone, anyone, who I can meet on the same emotional level.
But there's more than that going on...I'm also finding parts of the male body sexually attractive like the lower stomach/pelvis area and that's new. The idea of passionately kissing a guy is something I'm still getting my head around but I think it's possible though the type of men I'm attracted to are decidedly androgenous. I have trouble picturing myself with any muscular macho types.
Then again over the past year as I commit to transitioning I've become open to a relationship with another trans so I guess that makes me pansexual?
With all that said my actual experience has been 100% hetero but there have definitely been some interesting mental changes.