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Back again with a 24 week update, one week early … 

As usual the details are in the attachments.

I’m cheating a bit in the photo. With my arms held close to my sides, they actually look like something but standing normally, they’re more moobish.

I have to say in the last several weeks I’ve lost a lot of my enthusiasm for NBE. PM makes me physically ill. The effectiveness of FG, RC, hops, and all the rest are hard to assess. I haven’t felt any aches or growth pangs in my breasts for weeks (until literally this morning, which is odd) and the budding process seems to have faded away. Perhaps the most annoying thing right now is the ridiculous number of pills I’ve been taking morning, noon, and night.

So, I’ve decided if I am going to continue, it’s going to be on pharma HRT. I’ve already had an online consult and gotten estradiol patches prescribed but haven’t received them yet. 

I will say that since I’ve had the consult, I’ve been sort of in a WTF state of mind for a few days. Even if I’m not transitioning, there will still be a social impact on my life to having boobs. I’m a little afraid of being judged by the mainstream gay world. Or the part of it that I care about.  

I’m closing out my updates in this thread for now and may open another one under HRT programs. If I go through with it, that is. 

Thanks for reading.