[Karen Hart]

Welcome Wellworn,

As a life-long crossdresser and hard-core fetishist, I can relate. 

I learned many years ago to share my secret, very early, in any new relationship. 
It was always accepted on some level. No one ever broke up with me because of it.
I shared it with my wife before we got married and she totally accepted it, that is, 
for a few years, later, when we got married, she turned on me. Sexless marriage now.

I have drawers and closets full of female clothing but I cannot wear it around her now.
Pretty sure she knows that I party when she is not around. Well, anyway...

I have always had a fetish for feet, shoes and nylons.
Curiously, I was never attracted to breasts (or bras) and hardly paid attention to them,
much to the disappointment of my girlfriends. I always wanted to suck their toes!

My motivation for growing breasts was to fill out my bras.
I always hated to wear fake stuff when cross-dressing.
I didn't like wigs, breast forms, hip pads, etc.
So, I decided to grow my own boobs. 

With my "A" cup boobs, I can fill some of my stretchy bras fairly well. 
I am happy with what I have but if I could, I would go for a "B" or "C" cup.
Just don't want the attention... I'm already getting too much. 

Now, I enjoy my boobs more than I have ever enjoyed any woman's. Crazy!

BTW, herbs are real, herbs work. 
It might take some experimentation to find what works for you but it can work.