[Cagedmuscle213]

Just out of curiosity how many here decided to speak with a therapist or gender identity specific professional before committing to transitioning, or even before starting nBE products to feminize?

I am currently looking into therapist for gender identity amount other things. 

I've always felt since I was a child that being 100% male didn't resonate with me completely... So I am not sure what I identify as, possibly more gender fluid since some parts of me are very masculine and others are feminine. I've always wanted to be more feminine and be able to express it more than what the social norms allow. I've even wanted to be a woman several times in my life. But I always think its just maybe my feminine side going extreme since it's usually always kept in a box so to speak. 

Don't get me wrong I love my masculine body, I've worked very hard to get this body and muscle lots of time, and money went into getting my body the way it is, but again part of me wished I was a woman and did it as a woman. And now I feel I would lose a lot of it my muscle and fitness if I ever were to transition and with my size I prob would not pass with out having to have major surgery. But I guess that's a common the delema. Maybe it's more about accepting that I'll always be on the more masc side of feminine. Which is ok I guess. seems like no one ever attains their dream body even if it's of the same gender as their starting point. I just have major body image issues since I'll never be muscular enough and I won't ever be feminine enough either.