[Cagedmuscle213]

Yeah I imagine I would but I definitely want to go to counseling first and have it professional help me figure out what I even identify as before I make any major decisions or transitions like that. And then there's the whole part where I'd have to tell my wife everything and come out to her and see where we stand. Maybe there's some Middle ground that her and I can come to that will help me feel more like myself on a daily basis then suppressing a side of me and then that side of me acting out after a certain amount of time and then going back to it being suppressed and doing that whole cycle. 

Who knows I'm in maybe just coming out to her as trans and being able to be more feminine and wear more feminine things around the house will be enough versus completely transitioning and going through surgeries and being on HRT. 

Who knows it can go any which way but I definitely don't want to make any decisions or move too quickly because the feminine side I suppressed most of the time has a knee-jerk reaction and has to express itself somehow. I definitely won't be doing anything too serious or crazy without talking to a therapist or specialist especially since having that paper trail will help me with all the legal aspects of transitioning and making things easier I think in the long run.