[mayarose]

I've had a fantasy of having my own breasts for a long time but had always thought, save gender reassignment, it wasn't possible. Through the experiences of a couple of transgender friends, I have been led here to start my journey.

I'm a single father with sole custody having separated from my wife in the summer. Before getting married I had been with men but thought I had to do the whole get married and have children thing to be accepted in society. I now known better and that I can live my life my way.

I work from home and have the house to myself now during the school day and will be crossdressed as Maya all that time. I have a D cup breast plate and love the feel of it but really want my own.

As much as I enjoy being Maya, I have no intention of transitioning, I simply enjoy the attention I get from gay men, especially other dressers.

The regime I've started today consists of the following, taken/applied every 12 hours for 5 days with 2 days rest.

• 5500mg maca root with black pepper
  
• 1500mg fenugreek
  
• Revitalising breast cream with pueraria mirifica
  

I've attached my Day 0 pictures and you can see that my starting point is mild Gynaecomastia. Hopefully I can get a more feminine shape and I'm aiming for a B cup but appreciate this isn't an exact science and my results will vary!