[Vana_B]

While I absolutely love the way they look, my physical stamina plummeted over the last few years. I wouldn't trade it for anything and I adore my now weak body lol.

I keep starting a NBE program,  feel great, even euphoric when I start to see and feel changes.     Then I realize I am weaker, not as competitive, and more prone to injury in the sports that I play.    It gets to the point I feel I have to stop NBE to regain my strength and stamina.  Rinse and repeat, each time going a bit further down path.  

At times, I wish I could just totally let go and go all in with NBE or even HRT.   But feel  I can't do that at this point in my life...  yet