Thanks Niaja and Lotus.
I need to admit the only reason I'm here is because yes I'm hurting, a lot.
Yes,Lotus you find love where you least expect it, that is soooooo true.
I lost it, I can't stop crying, Internet relationships never work, they aren't real....why do the emotions and feelings feel so intense, why does the hurt feel so very, very real? Why does it hurt this much.
I just can't stop, my eyes are so sore every tear feels like burning hot acid. Only thing I could think of was Bobbi, find Bobbi, go to BN even if everybody there hates you Drew, GET BOBBI.