[CM213]

Dear CM213,
I cannot comment on BO, but I fought the battle for many decades of male muscle vs. femininity. And femininity won. The feelings would never go away. No matter how many muscle supplements and weights I moved. I guess that is who I am. I have read many other stories of the inner woman winning.
~Kay

I believe you are right. That is what I am experiencing and have experienced that the female inside refuses to be kept quiet lol. More and more everyday at the gym I see these athletic women doing their morning workouts and more and more I wish I were them. I've been bodybuilding for 24 years and I feel I am stuck so to speak as to what I can do and who I have become, since I have built my body in a way that no feminine clothing fits what so ever or looks right, which causes even more sadness/depression to say the least.

Thank you for your input and advice and experiences. I don't want to take the spot light away from the topic of this thread.