[Kay Lady]

My mother took a drug called DES when she was pregnant with me. DES is a strong synthetic estrogen that is supposed to prevent miscarriage. I think that drug may have affected me. I always wanted to be a girl but that wasn't allowed so I buried it deep. Yet it kept coming out and sometimes in my dreams. I crossdressed on and off, then would purge my things. I have finally realized that I am transgender. I feel more complete and at peace admitting that.