[CM213]

I don't know. But it is a real truth and unfortunate thing we all live with. I know if i was single I would have transitioned or have started by now.  I feel there is so much wasted time. And now that I know what I know and feel more everyday that I a want to transition, it is a hell bc I can only transition as fast and as much as my wife can handle since I want to keep our marriage alive and as intact as possible. 

I guess everything happens for a reason and happens when it is supposed to happen