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Yes I agree. If you have a dream and an image in your head of what you want to be,, you can make it happen, especially in terms of our bodies. 

I feel like I am getting restless, and the need to transition or move forward even if it is a slow pace needs to happen soon.  I'm getting really inside my head, and ignoring the elephant in the room that is me being a woman isn't helping. I know I can only move forward as much as my spouse can tolerate since it's.a process for us both, but at this pace it will never happen. And I'll be left with a choice of be depressed for our marriage or lose .y marriage and move forward and see what happens s good or bad. 

Sorry I dont want to get the thread off topic. 

Thanks Lara and stevenator