[Toni2]

Toni2

I don’t even want to think about going off my HRT.  I would give up my herbs before I would stop my HRT. I don’t want to go back to the old me, my wife says she doesn’t like the old me.  She says I’m a joy to be around scene I started HRT.  I’m finding the longer I’m on estrogen, I don’t want to stay in the closet, with those feelings it presents a whole other set of problems.

Pooky

Hi Pooky , I felt so good taking E too and I guess feeling like that reaffirms that transition or even just accepting yourself as transgender is valid. My wife is not at all accepting and I fear my adult children’s response if I come out. For the time being at least I  try to feminise as much as I can without it being apparent outwardly. The gender dysphoria manifests itself in so many ways though and it breaks my heart not being able to transition.