Lara,
yes I know what you mean. I've been researching women's workout routines and have been trying to watch some of the women whose physiques I admire and would try to aspire to be like when I transition to see what they do in their workout routines (and trying to not look like a creeper) lol.
My wife has told me I have a very nice set of legs and butt for man, that most women would like to have, but I don't have hips. I don't have that feminine hip, waist, bust ratio society deems as beautiful and feminine. She says I'm a very handsome man, granted I don't see what she sees, and I've never thought of myself being anything special. But I'm sure doesn't want to lose her trophy husband arm candy lol. Jk. Maybe I'll become the trophy wife arm candy on her arm. Who knows lol I'm just teasing. I really do hope our relationship survives this obstacle, which is another reason why I'm opting for the super slow version. I'd rather transition with her slowly (since it will be a journey for us both) than fast by myself.
I just want to be me. I'm really torn between doing all this research and trying to learn all these how to be or do x, y, z videos. How to use for makeup and how to walk feminine and how to be more feminine and body language and mannerisms and what not. when really all I want to do is just be myself and if I don't have all the female mannerisms or the walk or whatever then so be it. I'll be an Amazon goddess lol minus the height of course. Like it feels like I'm almost trying too hard and that's it's not really myself when all I want to do is just be a woman while being myself, if that makes sense.
Thank you for the kind words and the support. I hope you're doing well, I have not been on here for a few weeks, I'm trying to play catch up.
yes I know what you mean. I've been researching women's workout routines and have been trying to watch some of the women whose physiques I admire and would try to aspire to be like when I transition to see what they do in their workout routines (and trying to not look like a creeper) lol.
My wife has told me I have a very nice set of legs and butt for man, that most women would like to have, but I don't have hips. I don't have that feminine hip, waist, bust ratio society deems as beautiful and feminine. She says I'm a very handsome man, granted I don't see what she sees, and I've never thought of myself being anything special. But I'm sure doesn't want to lose her trophy husband arm candy lol. Jk. Maybe I'll become the trophy wife arm candy on her arm. Who knows lol I'm just teasing. I really do hope our relationship survives this obstacle, which is another reason why I'm opting for the super slow version. I'd rather transition with her slowly (since it will be a journey for us both) than fast by myself.
I just want to be me. I'm really torn between doing all this research and trying to learn all these how to be or do x, y, z videos. How to use for makeup and how to walk feminine and how to be more feminine and body language and mannerisms and what not. when really all I want to do is just be myself and if I don't have all the female mannerisms or the walk or whatever then so be it. I'll be an Amazon goddess lol minus the height of course. Like it feels like I'm almost trying too hard and that's it's not really myself when all I want to do is just be a woman while being myself, if that makes sense.
Thank you for the kind words and the support. I hope you're doing well, I have not been on here for a few weeks, I'm trying to play catch up.