Sorry about the late post, life has been very busy for me lately. I enjoyed reading all the posts above and thought that I would share a few thoughts. First, I don't want to be male and I never have. I have lived my entire life as male and I am only partially out as a transwoman. The situation is messy with family, work, friends and neighbors. I am not sure how far out I will ever go. I get dressed up when I go to my hair stylist and around the house. I am constantly working on myself with reading self help, meditation and therapy. I guess time will tell how my life unfolds.
I have always wanted breasts and carried a little extra weight so I have always had small boobs. I have always massaged and stimulated them as they loved the attention. About 10 years ago, I was diagnosed with cancer and underwent treatment, actually twice. I started seeing a doctor who also recommends supplements. He had me taking reishi, green tea and curcumin. I was also reading a lot about cancer and natural supplements. As I was scanning an article, I saw a supplement called 8-pn (hops) and the article said that it was anti cancer but could make your breasts grow. So I bought some and added it to my routine. I started with one capsule a day. Around that time I also admitted to myself that I was transgender and decided to stop hiding that from myself. I see my doctor often for cancer check ups and he says to keep doing whatever I am doing.
I also wanted to add, taking NBE has made me even more sensitive emotionally. I cry at movies and I feel empathetic and nurturing.
I will never stop taking some kind of natural product to feminize my body. I take 2 capsules of 8-pn per day, with reishi, green tea, curcumin and sometimes drink mint tea. My breasts are A cup size. That is fine with me for now. I can feel then during the day as they hang if I bend over, or reach and my arms brush against them. I really don't like to go shirt less anymore. I like thick t-shirts to hide my breasts. My kids are grown and out of the house so no chance of swimming or going to the beach. And my kids are part of the group who would not understand if I transitioned. It is hard to think of losing communication with my kids.
I have always wanted breasts and carried a little extra weight so I have always had small boobs. I have always massaged and stimulated them as they loved the attention. About 10 years ago, I was diagnosed with cancer and underwent treatment, actually twice. I started seeing a doctor who also recommends supplements. He had me taking reishi, green tea and curcumin. I was also reading a lot about cancer and natural supplements. As I was scanning an article, I saw a supplement called 8-pn (hops) and the article said that it was anti cancer but could make your breasts grow. So I bought some and added it to my routine. I started with one capsule a day. Around that time I also admitted to myself that I was transgender and decided to stop hiding that from myself. I see my doctor often for cancer check ups and he says to keep doing whatever I am doing.
I also wanted to add, taking NBE has made me even more sensitive emotionally. I cry at movies and I feel empathetic and nurturing.
I will never stop taking some kind of natural product to feminize my body. I take 2 capsules of 8-pn per day, with reishi, green tea, curcumin and sometimes drink mint tea. My breasts are A cup size. That is fine with me for now. I can feel then during the day as they hang if I bend over, or reach and my arms brush against them. I really don't like to go shirt less anymore. I like thick t-shirts to hide my breasts. My kids are grown and out of the house so no chance of swimming or going to the beach. And my kids are part of the group who would not understand if I transitioned. It is hard to think of losing communication with my kids.