[Benizake]

Hi,

Throughout this post i will share what I’ve learned so far as well as my current results after 8 months on BO.

Hi, 

I was reading your experience and thinking how to do my own. I always loved to be a girl, but never used hormones because it is forbiden in Portugal without doctor prescription... when I see my feminine body shaped by gym and some foods, It gives me an excitement that makes me continue that way... almost three years ago I asked my doctor to begin hormonal therapy, but in Portugal it is not easy... I am waiting yet... I already did a lot of exams and meeting with doctors, all of that to buy two drugs on the pharmacy. While I'm waiting, decided try by my way... but I begin to think... That is everything I need. For long time I was searching a way to feminize my body... but after reading some post here, emerged an interesting thing in my mind. Maybe when the transiction begin, my mind will change in such a way that I can lose all that fascination that I have about the feminine, the other way to see the things can make me see the feminine as a normal thing, not like I see now, I mean, all the magic can go away... Like when you wash a beautiful colorfull dress and it lose its color... I will be a perfect girl, but the thing that makes me see a girl as an amazing thing, will be gone... because I will be thinking exactly like a girl, who does not feel anything when see another girl or her own body on the mirror.

Greetings, Menina

It’s always good to answer some questions. So let’s get right to it.

First of all, you have to ask yourself: “Why am I feminizing myself”? Just like with everything, it has to serve a purpose. Like how my water bottle makes me able to drink water wherever i want, or how my shoes make me able to traverse many different terrains. They facilitate. You have those things for no other reason but to make things easier. And let me as you this. Do you dislike shoes and water bottles? Cause i sure don’t. Because even if those items cost money, it was worth it. Right?
The same goes for my feminization. It facilitates my feminine way of living. Becoming feminine and reaching my dream physique might feel amazing and all, but thats only one piece of the pie. I for example, want to be more feminine in both body and soul. Because doing feminine things with both would be much more enjoyable than with one. Not to mention walking around the beauty or clothing store. Instead of seeing a big, hairless chimpanzee looking for its next victim, they now see a beautiful middle aged woman shopping for lipsticks or bras instead. That sounds pretty convenient and enjoyable, doesn’t it? The whole feminization thing is just putting in hard work to build a tool. Or more like acquiring a new toolbox. Acquiring it was fun and all, but i’d much rather put it to use. And put it to good use i will. As simple as that.

But lets put away all the good things about feminization for a moment, and lets think about the negative. Because i think you might be struggling with your masculine and feminine side. Correct me if I’m wrong, but do you know what becoming feminine entails? Will you have any regrets when you leave behind your masculinity?I, for example, don’t think ill ever have children. But I’m still storing sperm in a sperm bank just in case. And just like that, my fear of losing my cock and balls is gone. Contrary to many others, I can say with 100% certainty that i’m ready for the best, but prepared for the worst. The question is, are you?

But I might be completely wrong. Maybe you just have a transformation fetish or something. Who knows.

Hope this helps at least a little bit