07-08-2024, 01:38 AM
Thank you for your response and for offering support in my quest to understand myself. I have a trans friend who has been on hormone therapy for two years. According to her, she hasn't felt any sexual desire for a year, zero. According to her, she feels like she's a robot, she could be the hottest person to take off their clothes around her and nothing happens. This is due to testosterone blocking. Cis women have some testosterone in their bodies, but trans women who undergo chemical hormone therapy have all testosterone blocked.
I know that each body reacts differently, but my doctor has already told me that if I start therapy I will also lose my sexual desire and no longer have orgasms, because to have orgasms I would need an erection, and the blocker makes me lose my erection, it also reduces sexual appetite to almost zero. But since I'm making herbs in capsules and skin creams with bio-identical hormones, maybe it's different.
It's been a few days since I started using herbs and hormone cream. It's not even a month old. But I already notice changes. It may seem fast, but I really dove in. In addition to progesterone and estrogen cream, I take about ten different types of herbs, all with proven benefits, whether in blocking testosterone, increasing aromatase, phytoestrogens, developing nipples, etc. In a few days I gained 5 kg, which is good for producing estrogen in fat. My skin feels smoother, my nipples feel more sensitive, my breasts are visibly bigger, I have more gas, sometimes I start to want to cry for no reason, other times it feels like my happiness is overflowing. I went many days without masturbating, which is not common, but today I went to masturbate, it was something very different, First I tried to feel attracted to some women but it was boring so I gave up on VR and started simply thinking about a man touching me, hugging me, etc... this was so intense that I got goose bumps just thinking about it... after moments of intense pleasure I had an incredibly feminine orgasm.
I can't make a list of pros and cons, that just confuses my head even more. I think it's better to let it flow and surrender little by little, as I have been doing. As long as I think it's good, I'll keep going... it's been working like this for a few years now. Sometimes I just worry about weight gain, if this continues I don't know what I will do to change it, since I won't know which of the 12 herbs is causing it... I can also go to my doctor and ask for an analysis of hormone levels, But he'll be mad at me if he finds out I'm doing this instead of waiting to get my chemicals... The fact that I've gained weight has given me a very feminine butt, it already was, but I think it's become more so.
Sorry for so many words, today I got carried away.
I know that each body reacts differently, but my doctor has already told me that if I start therapy I will also lose my sexual desire and no longer have orgasms, because to have orgasms I would need an erection, and the blocker makes me lose my erection, it also reduces sexual appetite to almost zero. But since I'm making herbs in capsules and skin creams with bio-identical hormones, maybe it's different.
It's been a few days since I started using herbs and hormone cream. It's not even a month old. But I already notice changes. It may seem fast, but I really dove in. In addition to progesterone and estrogen cream, I take about ten different types of herbs, all with proven benefits, whether in blocking testosterone, increasing aromatase, phytoestrogens, developing nipples, etc. In a few days I gained 5 kg, which is good for producing estrogen in fat. My skin feels smoother, my nipples feel more sensitive, my breasts are visibly bigger, I have more gas, sometimes I start to want to cry for no reason, other times it feels like my happiness is overflowing. I went many days without masturbating, which is not common, but today I went to masturbate, it was something very different, First I tried to feel attracted to some women but it was boring so I gave up on VR and started simply thinking about a man touching me, hugging me, etc... this was so intense that I got goose bumps just thinking about it... after moments of intense pleasure I had an incredibly feminine orgasm.
I can't make a list of pros and cons, that just confuses my head even more. I think it's better to let it flow and surrender little by little, as I have been doing. As long as I think it's good, I'll keep going... it's been working like this for a few years now. Sometimes I just worry about weight gain, if this continues I don't know what I will do to change it, since I won't know which of the 12 herbs is causing it... I can also go to my doctor and ask for an analysis of hormone levels, But he'll be mad at me if he finds out I'm doing this instead of waiting to get my chemicals... The fact that I've gained weight has given me a very feminine butt, it already was, but I think it's become more so.
Sorry for so many words, today I got carried away.