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I agree, and I blame the porn industry. People use porn instead of having real relationships and intimacy with their loved one. It completely destroys their mental ability to form intamate relationships, And eventually they get so desensitized they find higher levels of fetish of pornography which eventually leads them to the fem boy, trans, forced feminized sissy categories, and they end up believing that's what they want to become.

This is one thing that I struggled with. Not porn itself but it gave me doubts as to if I was really trans or not. I'd be lying if I said I didnt watch my fair share of porn (of all categories), and it almost ruined my marriage, I have intimacy issues, and it really caused me to be un able to form meaningful relationships. It was addicting. And I eventually came to the trans porn, sissy kink, fem boy categories (and I don't want to offend anyone if I do I apologize, I am sorry but that's what they're commonly referred to as) and I caused me to doubt myself in terms of am I real trans, or is this the result of years of watching pornography. 

I eventually came to the realization that before I had ever seen any porn of any kind, as a child I was already wanting to be a girl, I was already praying to God to allow me to wake up a girl. 

Porn has a way of alternating a person mind and the reality they live in especially the more they watch and obviously achieve a "release" from it.