28-08-2024, 07:45 PM
Lara, oh joyfully lol. I need a better body wash. Lol
And aches I can def relate. Not sure if it's from not being on testosterone any more or being on nbe, or both but I'm def getting sore and ache way easier than I would normally. Or maybe it's just an age thing and getting older.
I'm contemplating whether I should increase dosages for week 5 or just continue where I'm at for another week or so. It's been a slow increase of one table every one to two weeks. Not sure if I would have noticed anything at 750mg of bo by this time or if I needed to be at 1000 or more. If I increase next week I'll be at all the recommended dosages for everything, or I can stay the same till I dont notice any changes.
I'm in no rush. Def don't think I'm 100% to fully come out to the world and transition, but I def can't see myself living the rest of my life as a man. To be authentic and not life a lie I have to live my life as woman. Hell I still sometimes doubt myself. I don't think I've fully accepted myself yet honestly. So how can I expect anyone else to if I can't.
Also this bo experience is mainly to hold me over till I get the go ahead for HRT from the VA. So again I'm not looking for anything dramatic in terms of physical changes.
And aches I can def relate. Not sure if it's from not being on testosterone any more or being on nbe, or both but I'm def getting sore and ache way easier than I would normally. Or maybe it's just an age thing and getting older.
I'm contemplating whether I should increase dosages for week 5 or just continue where I'm at for another week or so. It's been a slow increase of one table every one to two weeks. Not sure if I would have noticed anything at 750mg of bo by this time or if I needed to be at 1000 or more. If I increase next week I'll be at all the recommended dosages for everything, or I can stay the same till I dont notice any changes.
I'm in no rush. Def don't think I'm 100% to fully come out to the world and transition, but I def can't see myself living the rest of my life as a man. To be authentic and not life a lie I have to live my life as woman. Hell I still sometimes doubt myself. I don't think I've fully accepted myself yet honestly. So how can I expect anyone else to if I can't.
Also this bo experience is mainly to hold me over till I get the go ahead for HRT from the VA. So again I'm not looking for anything dramatic in terms of physical changes.