03-09-2024, 11:45 AM
Lara,
I have no plans to quit just. The only time I tend to have doubts or very negative thoughts is when I shave my face and I think to myself there's no way I'll ever pass for a woman, not with out major surgery, which usually makes me very depressed, and I start to think that maybe my original plan of suicide by steroids (high dose till I have heart failure) is something I should have not quit on...
I have no plans to quit just. The only time I tend to have doubts or very negative thoughts is when I shave my face and I think to myself there's no way I'll ever pass for a woman, not with out major surgery, which usually makes me very depressed, and I start to think that maybe my original plan of suicide by steroids (high dose till I have heart failure) is something I should have not quit on...

