[Vana_B]

Amazing how quick the body responds after break, like the receptors were only waiting to get fed again! This time I will manage possible doubts, thanks to all of you kind people on BN.

I have been through this many times.  Throw everything away, only to reorder everything again several months later.   

It's taken me a few years,  but now I have a clearer idea of where I am going.   Now that I have decided my NBE goals,   I don't feel the need to throw things away.    I'm one of the strange people that wants to remain '100% man' socially,  but with modest breasts, big sensitive nipples/areolas, and even some curves on my hips and butt. ( is that still 100% male? lol )  

My purges have become 'taking a break', as I already have a start back time frame in mind when I quit.  Typically 3 months out.   This gives my body time to recover it's T levels and build back muscle I lose when on NBE.  I have no intent to transition, so I do this to stay in the male camp.    I tend to be all or nothing with NBE,  so if I don't take breaks the results would become far too obvious to hide.  Each time, I take it just a bit further before I panic and feel then need to stop. 

Every break I take, my chest and nipples become smaller and less sensitive within weeks.   It is amazing how quickly they respond once I start back.  Seriously,  I gain back a cup size in a week and my nipples on display through any shirts.  They go from 'feeling nice' to 'orgasm' good that quickly.   Every time I quit,  I always look forward to the day I will be starting back.