[Tommie]

Amazing how quick the body responds after break, like the receptors were only waiting to get fed again! This time I will manage possible doubts, thanks to all of you kind people on BN.

I have been through this many times.  Throw everything away, only to reorder everything again several months later.   

It's taken me a few years,  but now I have a clearer idea of where I am going.   Now that I have decided my NBE goals,   I don't feel the need to throw things away.    I'm one of the strange people that wants to remain '100% man' socially,  but with modest breasts, big sensitive nipples/areolas, and even some curves on my hips and butt. ( is that still 100% male? lol )  

My purges have become 'taking a break', as I already have a start back time frame in mind when I quit.  Typically 3 months out.   This gives my body time to recover it's T levels and build back muscle I lose when on NBE.  I have no intent to transition, so I do this to stay in the male camp.    I tend to be all or nothing with NBE,  so if I don't take breaks the results would become far too obvious to hide.  Each time, I take it just a bit further before I panic and feel then need to stop. 

Every break I take, my chest and nipples become smaller and less sensitive within weeks.   It is amazing how quickly they respond once I start back.  Seriously,  I gain back a cup size in a week and my nipples on display through any shirts.  They go from 'feeling nice' to 'orgasm' good that quickly.   Every time I quit,  I always look forward to the day I will be starting back.

Vana, thar could have been me writing what you just wrote! Its exactly the same for me. Right now, one week in after restart, its soo intense.