[Tommie]

Dang I knew this was going to happen. 

Now I'm in complete self denial and doubt about everything... 

Having doubt is good to an extent, it helps us question truth and seek truth to self discovery, but I feel my doubt has now gone from a healthy doubt to a obsessive one... 

I'm sure I'll overcome it in a few days or maybe weeks max , buts it's definitely making me confused and considering of pausing nbe at the moment.

Oh no, so sorry CM if my doubts contaminated you somehow. That was an unpleasant side effect if so.