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Despite being bisexual, I have not had a relationship with anyone for a few years. I am managing to be alone. Sometimes I feel like feeling a man's hug, but it soon passes. I have never had a boyfriend, I have had several girlfriends and a wife. Appearance has nothing to do with who we are. When I was married, I was a faithful member of the church, and very dedicated to my faith. I always dressed very masculinely, until I decided to change the coin. I used to be a Baptist and a Seventh-day Adventist. Today, I no longer go to church because I know that my presence would not be pleasant for most people, but for me, I would like to go. I don't go out of respect for others.

I was extremely bisexual for about 20+ years. So much so that I honestly thought I was gay, but I adore the love, beauty and companionship of women and the unmistakable balance they bring to my life.

I too miss the Church. The reason I don't go anymore is the one local Church I really found to love & enjoy, literally outed me as Trans to my absolute horror and I could not return. I thought I was being stealth, but some Churches can be full of busy-body Karens.

That was a little over five years ago, and to my great comfort I dove head-first into Bible study at home. My initial motivation was finding truth in this upside down world that we live in today, and the knowledge I've gained over the last many years has brought me incredible peace.

I apologize that your initial presence here slipped past my radar, and I didn't offer you a proper welcome. I hope you enjoy your time here and there is a lot of research that Lotus has shared that can help you achieve your goals.

Best of Luck to You