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Thanks caylee, I'm in the boarding process, but the conductor is still making the rounds checking everyone's tickets. 

I'm sure hope the train gets going soon... We aren't getting any younger lol

But seriously thanks for all the support every. I guess if I am being honest I'd rather get over all this doubt now, and if I am going to stop and start I'd rather do it now then with actual hormones. Each time I go through this phase of doubt, denial and fear, I come through it with an even more clear vision of who I am and what I need to do to live my life as authentically as I can. It always comes back to transition.