Had a session with my doctor on Thursday, it was good session but I was a bit low, this was detected and i was asked why am I coming accross negative. So told him that i feel as though I am getting nowhere and only taking HRT without blockers, this was the reply.

Gel is a lot better for me due to my age, oral pills could cause me internal problems, asl I hav eto take it slowly with you and build up your female levels slowly again to hit you with a big dose will cause issue and I have a duty of care to you.

What he did say, I am having a blood test at the begining of November and then my dose will go up either by 1 pump or possible 2 pumps, I am on two at the moment, also said it is only 20 weeks, be patient.

Told him I might take RR, he went mental, said if I do then he will strike me off. Oh well do as I am told



Suppose he is right